rose garden

Sitting in this little rose garden
The one you said was calm
I wish I wasn't myself
I swear if I could only switch the thoughts
Not let it drill my skull
Did you just not care enough?
Why am I always the one?
That loves too hard
Was I just a bit too young?
I got so mad
Now you dont react
I relapsed
Watching the stores as I pass
Just like that night
Will this feeling ever last?
I stared at that wall so hard in hopes
It kinda disappeared
Will the thoughts do the same?
Why am I always the one?
That loves too hard
Was I just a bit too young?
I got so mad
Now you dont react
I relapsed
Why am I always the one?
That loves too hard
Was I just a bit too young?
I got so mad
Now you dont react
I relapsed
Not doing so well
I should get some rest?